my current delema...

So Its the 26th of January 2010, The Frost and I are having our 4 year Anniversary.

" Happy Anniversary My Love...

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows - 

(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
- and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart:

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

Your more than i deserve. i love you "

I'm not going through to town with him this morning. I wake up to give him a kiss and wish him then fall back asleep. 
Woke up around 10h20 chilled till round 11h20 reading,drinking coffee. I move from bed to the laptop more coffee, music, smokes, Mary came round for a visit she was super sweet, stayed awhile. 

Now i'm sitting here because I need to write my submission for the Belter with Brains competition with photographer Sivan Miller and Mr Cape Town. I need to write a page on why I think I deserve the grand prize of a 10 shot modeling portfolio by Sivan Miller himself! 
A photographer who's work I have admired and observed religiously from both a model and photographers perspective.
He turns everything in his lens to gold... here is but a taste, go to Sivan Miller for more.

AHHHH!!! so you can imagine how badly i want to make my submission effective and worthy.
I'm hoping that blogging about it will help me write it, get me in the flow, I think it may be working.... (she smirks as she jams out to the Black Keys - i'll be your man).

I've always battled to give someone a reason to pick me from a sea of others, But lets see if i can go find one.
I'll keep you posted.

Go check out Hurts - Evelyn listen to the whole album, its fantastic!
Live to win. JBP


  1. i adore hurts... such a fantastic band.
    i've had the album for quite a while now... silver lining is my favourite!

  2. Love you gorgeous, you have this competition in the bag ;)